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My baby cakes 💗@jkefeltham (Taken with instagram)
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I sat in my bathroom, my boyfriend was asleep in my room and my dad was on the couch watching tv. Dad and I had a huge argument, he told me that everything is my fault, that every problem in the world is because of me. I felt like screaming “don’t you think i know that, don’t you think i feel pathetic and worthless each and everyday!?” Honestly, i didn’t expect it to bleed as much as it did, i took these photos straight away. In less than 20 seconds my whole legs were covered in blood and there was a small puddle on the tiles. I just quicky cleaned the mess up and I had to put my pants back on. I couldn’t even grab bandages because they’re in my room. I know I’m probably going to wake up tomorrow with blood stained pants, so i’m lucky i was wearing my black pj pants. Now I have to pretend nothing happened…
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i love the feeling of the blood dripping slowly down my leg, it feels so warm and it tickles.
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i look fucking ridiculous. Had to use a huge long plaster because the cuts are all the way up my arm.
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So I started again tonight. And i will keep going until my Thigh is full of blood and cuts and i didn’t stop. i just thought i’de put this photo on here to show people how my old scars fade. :D
